i'm doing that thing again.
Where i punish myself for letting go and giving you all of me. I do a break up before the real life one. I abuse myself in all the ways i know how to until I’m numb. So when it’s time for you to break my heart, i promise myself that it won’t hurt as much. Only problem is, i can’t handle it this time. Letting go of you is like letting go of everything that’s good in...
sfinnly asked: I continue to follow your blog, and I am amazed at how far you have come since your first few posts. :) I wish you the best of luck in life. You will be happy one day, fully happy. Because you deserve to be.
I haven’t had a proper nights sleep for a while now. During the night I’m uncomfortable, paranoid and have nightmares if i get the chance to sleep for a few hours. During the day I’m irritable, anti-social and burst into tears randomly. I hate this. I feel so alone. There are so many things that i need to get off my chest but i don’t want to say them to anyone but you and...